Life, Experience & Everything's Fine

that's always interesting but sometimes being sucks things when we're talking about our past, isn't that ?! in this posting i'll talk my vision about my past, at the moment, and at the future about my love life. long time no talk about love, dude ! heheh :)

Past
sometimes, i regret everything that have happened in my past. moment when i met my ex, when i made a relationship with WRONG guy (ups! sorry to say that), or even when i did something that might cannot be forgiven by my self. but it'll make us being more strong than before, to get a meaningful experience, and try to not falling down in the same mistake twice, and i think it'll be a process to be mature person

Now
i always try to not look back. all bygones let bygones. i honestly can't deny, sometimes there's a moment that will make me reminds of all that have happened. but that's okay, it's fair. if i got, it just made me smile a little. that's being a funny memory. maybe i can share it to my childrens in the future. eventhough i don't have a boyfriend now, i have to say thankyou to Allah for giving me lovely person around me, such as parents, friends, even you readers. hehe :)

Future
there's a quote that said all of our destiny is out of our control. and i believe this one. i make sure Allah is always give the best for all followers. i just can do a pray for everything i want in the future :)

Beating Like A Disco Drum

unforgetable saturday afternoon with Elisa around Arema Indonesia players :D

guess who ?? that's it..... Yongki Aribowo !!! *unfortunately, i'm missing part of my eyes in left side*

Roman Chamello....


Dendi Santoso..


on the sidelines for waiting others arema player get out from mess, i found many childrens that have lived around mess. they're sooo funny, and show off sign collection of arema players proudly. hmm.. lucky to be you, lil brotha! if i'm allowed to make a house, i will make it beside mess! hahahah...


finally that's it !!! got an opportunity to taking photo with Beny Wahyudi. he's such a kind person. gave me a sign and smiling when his fans beg to photo with, politely..


i actually want to taking photo with my favourite one, Ahmad Bustomi. and that was almost success BUT then he told me he's still took off her clothes and wait for a while. in fact, until the rain was falling down he wasn't close from mess yet. hm..maybe in other time i could. bassically i'm happy today and my heart was beating loudly when i'm around with them. too much i think. hahah :)

New Display New Passion

hi, everyone ! how was your friday ?? Is it nice or what ?!
do you find something different when you opened this blog ?
to fill my leisure time this afternoon, i'm tinkering photoshop then i decide to make a new header for my blog. and this is the result. yaaay !
so, now what's my blog looks like ?? i need your comment to prove something weird maybe, or any others. your comment are very meaningful for me..heheh :)

xoxo,
nixie

Big Change Through Little Thought

did a presentation for speaking test at English First today. thank's Lord for giving me calmness to do it.

will share to you about what i've presented...enjoy!! :)

FUTURE

everyone surely has a dreams and they should chase it. but, as i look around me now, there are many people especially students seems doesn't think about his/her future. for example: students that should study hardly, but in reality they spend almost all the time with playing around with or just hanging out with his/her friends. the problems are what if our friends is bringing us to negative things. such as drugs, or etc. that's terrible! i hope all of we can be free from problem like that. so the conclution here are our future is depends on our efforts. not depends on other people or even our parents. okay. i think that's all. i apology if there's anything mistakes. thank you. any question ?

Happy Birthday, Daddy !

tomorrow, 17th march 2011 you're turning to 45 years old. yeaa that's it but no matter the number. you're still forever young, daddy :)


Dear Allah, i want my daddy always be fine. i want my daddy always be healthy. i want my daddy has a long age, until he can watch his daughters being a success person, being a handy person :')

Dear Daddy, i hope you have a meaningful life. i hope you be more success in everything you do ahead. i hope you can be a good father for our family. i hope you have bushier mustache beneath your nose. hahahah, i'm kidding dad ;) basically i pray everythings good to you, dad !

We love you, Mr Suroto Pawiro :)