Minggu, 03 April 2011

Not Like A Movie

now 3 April. it means 3 days i feel so very closed to him because A would be around. although he's not as my boyfriend, i'm not as his girlfriend. at least, i can spend remaining time with people i adore before he leave Senior High School.

the conversation...


i know exactly you're not my boyfriend. but i hope that's not 'your game' to playing me for the second time. okay, A ?! :)

Sabtu, 02 April 2011

Blog Changes Everything

....dedicated to A-the one i adore on the first time i entered Senior High School- as i promised to you last night :)

sooo...i still didn't believe what actually happened in our way. you, after for a long time we haven't made a conversation, you suddenly came and beg me to forgive you. i said to myself, you're crazy or what ?! you have never contact me, more over after i had a boyfriend, called I, instead of you. but then i broke up with him and i thought our story now was same with I.

back to our story..
it seems like you've realized everything you did to me in the past. and you blame yourself repeatedly. hey dear, you should know, i forgive you long ago. i patiently try to lead this life , to always be grateful with what i have got. despite sometimes it make me hurt. but i am very sure, all have happened in our past is the best for me, for you, and for us :)

i hope it'll be the first signal for us to make a good relationship. hmm...doesn't mean you have to be my boyfriend again. no ! because i know, you're fallin in love to your classmates, aren't you ??! ;)
soo, essentially i've forgot what happened in our past, and let us turn to a new page. this all just a story of our life.

thank you for making me learn to forgive other person, thank you for giving me a very valuable life lessons. i love you A. no matter what, no matter how people say about you. and as you said me yesterday, i hope i still could be the one who make you happy now and future :)

Kamis, 31 Maret 2011

For Lovable City


...and i wish you could better in everything, avoid from all disaster. amin amin amin. Salam Satu Jiwa ! :)

Rabu, 30 Maret 2011

April April April !

No Joking, I'm Serious

until this month, it means 7 months i was being single. have no boyfriend, no mooring heart :p
and sometimes i'm just wondering what if in the next i have a boyfriend but that will be the last and forever for me. amin amin! heheheh ;D
now my question are....

who's people that will be my last ???

supposing i can look God's note how is my destiny in future..