Fireflies

a song which pretty much makes me feel like back to 2009. which makes me remember all when i was with you. until now that`s still being my favorite and i`m gonna play this song over and over again specifically when i miss you :)

hopefully you`ll always be my fireflies, A. like at the lyrics, because my dreams are bursting at the seams about you ;)

Pray on Sunday

Bismillah. Dear Allah,
i wish i always in the right way. give me everything the best and easiness to earn success in future. save me from any danger. get easiness in everything. i wish that he's the best for me and he's truly my destiny.

Dear Allah,
i wish all my seniors get easiness when they're doing National Exam tomorrow. i wish they're always blessings by You. i wish they're always in Your protection. and i particularly wish he's getting recovery quickly.

Dear Allah,
i wish that last Friday is not the last day for me (and for him) to meet each other. to feel togetherness. to feel warmness beside him.

Amen...

Magical Friday

Thanks God It's Friday (again)..
it has been two weeks i feel so very close to A and i wish it won't be never ends. i enjoy this atmosphere around us in remaining time before he leave senior high school.

Dear God,
today, 2 weeks ago, on the first date of April month, was a day where we started all. we were apologizing each other for all mistakes we have done. we spilled out all emotions in one night. and we started to make a good connection again.

Dear God,
a week ago, eventhough you were busy to prepare National Exam, but you were still sending me some message. told me about your condition. accompanied me on the night. and i gave you some jokes for making you felt so warm.

Dear God,
and eventually today, it's not just another day. today was a day where i woke up earlier. accompanied you for doing Tahajud. it was time to wore Batik's uniform. i had a loaf of bread for breakfast. you texted me in the morning. you picked me up to go to school together.
before i left, my mom gave me some advice and this cherry smile. my teacher teached us very enjoy. i had lunch with my friends. i went back to home with you by motorcycle. we made a lot of conversation along the road. i could smell you from back and your fragrance imprinted on my clothes. this such a sweet memories :)

you have been sick since yesterday. maybe you are too busy to prepared this exam. i know your condition. i apologize that i'm not replying your message or maybe my message has not sent yet because pending problem. but from the deepest of me i send much love and get-well-soon wishes for you. hopefully you have recovery quickly, dear! :*

Goodnight...:)

Everlasting Love

13th april 2011. means my mom have turned a year older. i can't believe she's 40th years old now, but i'm happy that she grows up healthily and still looks young and still beautiful without wrinkle in her face. hehehe

nevertheless, sometimes i had a fight with her caused by little problem, but i know all she said will very very useful for me ahead..


i don't care how many numbers you are now. i just love you, and i want to love you eternally. happy birthday, ibu! i hope you get everything better day by day. you're one of the best things i had in my life :')

Fix Me Up

bad luck today is started cause last mid-night i suddenly puke and got a fever. sigh. and now i didn't go to school. i'm too weak to stand it. i need some medicine to erase this sickness. and maybe after it i'll scrap on my back. javanesse said, it can throw up the air in my stomach. believe it or not ?!

lost of appetite but i didn't loss my mood to take my picture. hahahah :D


f.y.i : thank you for supporting me with get-well-soon wishes. sunshine. you've came and take a half part to fixed me up ;)


Goodnight ! :)