The Time

hei, this is 20th december 2010. it's mean that 11 days towards 2011. WOW ! i didn't realize how quickly the time passes by. too many things i haven't got in 2010. too much time passed in vain.arrrgh essentially i don't wanna enter 2011 yet. in other reason (like my post before) 2011 i'll move to third grade and he'll graduate the high school. and probably i'll never meet him anymore. can't never to see him anymore :(
i don't know what i have to do. i don't know how to stop the time, so it can be stuck on 2010. i know it just my fantasy and it is really really sooooooo stupid think. ya Allah. what should i do now ? :(