Win The Part ?

i inspired from newest rumour around social class in my school. someone telling me that my 'neighbour beside my class', called L, that seems always want to be number one between all. in the first on my thought that's still okay. but then someone telling me that she's comparing each other. even i heard lastly she's arranging in order from highest until the lowest score in last middle test. i was very shocked. she's very big headed i think ! doesn't mean i'm jealous with her, but should she to be like that ? (too) high ambition !

i remember some day my mom telling me about her friend. my mom's friend was always be the number one in every school year. but when she entered world of work, she 'lose' from other person. and finally until now she's like a stressed person, abnormal person.

from long long ago, my parents NEVER push me to be always the number one. they just wanted me to be swiftly to get everything. and after my mom told about her friend, i conclude that number one isn't always be a 'winner'. hey! this world is bigger ! ;)

The Bride & The Groom

Bride said :

"Baby, why did you marry me ??"

Groom said :

"You really want to know ? Because without you, there's no word 'Married' for me"

:')

courtesy from here

Earth Remind Us

...only 1 hour but that's really meaningful for giving change our earth


do turn off your light and make sure you're being the part of this campaign. let save energy, let save our Earth ! :)

Childhood Time

some facts when i was child :
1. i was born at Tulungagung, East Java. if you are asking me where, it was about 7 km from Blitar


2. when i was 1 year old i moved to Center Borneo with my dad and my mom. they had a job there.


3. what a pity me when i was back to java then my parents handed me in to my grandmother, then they were back again to Borneo.

4. i didn't know what exactly happened with my parent's carrerr, but after from Kalimantan and until now they've had a job in Malang.


5. my grandmother oftenly gave me hair-oil, that's the reason why my hair was very thick now. umm i mean for a few times ago :p

6. i was really freaky like all about Hello Kitty specifically when i was on elementary school. all stuff must be hello kitty :D


7. i spent my kindergarten at TK Aisyah 9 Malang, elementary school at MIN Malang 1. Is Junior High School including my childhood times ? i think no. so i'm not mentioning it. heheh.. ;)

Life, Experience & Everything's Fine

that's always interesting but sometimes being sucks things when we're talking about our past, isn't that ?! in this posting i'll talk my vision about my past, at the moment, and at the future about my love life. long time no talk about love, dude ! heheh :)

Past
sometimes, i regret everything that have happened in my past. moment when i met my ex, when i made a relationship with WRONG guy (ups! sorry to say that), or even when i did something that might cannot be forgiven by my self. but it'll make us being more strong than before, to get a meaningful experience, and try to not falling down in the same mistake twice, and i think it'll be a process to be mature person

Now
i always try to not look back. all bygones let bygones. i honestly can't deny, sometimes there's a moment that will make me reminds of all that have happened. but that's okay, it's fair. if i got, it just made me smile a little. that's being a funny memory. maybe i can share it to my childrens in the future. eventhough i don't have a boyfriend now, i have to say thankyou to Allah for giving me lovely person around me, such as parents, friends, even you readers. hehe :)

Future
there's a quote that said all of our destiny is out of our control. and i believe this one. i make sure Allah is always give the best for all followers. i just can do a pray for everything i want in the future :)