today, the score of final exam are showed in front of the class. wow ! i'm soooooo really really shocked when i looked to my score. it's right if not of all my score are bad. but i'm dissapointed to my self a little bit.
i remember some day my mom give me an advice. she tells me that being succesful is not easy. and it was true. i'm just afraid if i cannot reach my dreams. to be the one of student in Gajahmada University or in STAN. i'm just afraid if i cannot make my parents proud to me. although i've studied before, maybe my prayer is less. it can be the reason why i'm still get the bad score even i've studied before. okay ! start now, i'll increase to pray 5 times everyday, try to get up at a midnight to do sholat tahajud. bismillah ! hope i can do it and i can be a succes person who can make my parents proud to me. amien. insyaallah :)
