Kamis, 23 Desember 2010

I'm A Mess

i never realized that i'm still, yeah i'm still feeling the same. to my schoolmate but he's older than me. boy, you really really made me so crazy. there are unforgettable moment between us. and i never can forget it. thankyou for 3 month from 17th july 2009 until 7th november 2009 :'(
oh my God ! why do i still on this feeling ? why you don't erase my feeling to him ? why i am sure if he's my destiny ? what's that we called it with one proccess to be a mature woman ?
i've listened to Escape The Fate's Song-Harder Than You Know. i don't know how much i've listened for. this song is sooo touchy moreover for situation like this, espescially when the lyrics said "are we just lost in time ? i wonder if your love's the same" :(
are you feeling it too, dear ? have you ever been feeling like me ? i imagine if someday i will tell him about my feeling. no matter what he say after i say it. the important things here are trying to be honest. with the own feeling. and maybe it connect to be honest with the other person.

Two in One

what's in your opinion when you looked at this photo ? :p
hahaha. it was soooo strange, right ? i added the computer keyboard in my laptop. haha. i miss this keyboard. because for a long time after my computer was hit by lightning a few years ago i never used big keyboard anymore like this. in other ways, my keyboard laptop was so small if compared with keyboard usually. nevertheless i'm still loving my laptop bcause it was a gift from my dad when my 16th birthday. thank you for this, dad ! :)