Things that very bother me lately:
1. Since i had some problem with my stomach a year ago i've never eat a very spicy food. And today i didn't know why something different suddenly attacking my stomach. It's like when i was sick and makes me have to go emergency room. That's weird, i think. Cuz i didn't feel have eaten a spicy food or others carelessly. I just ate Pecel+tempe made by my maid. Only that. But why is my stomach getting pain?!
2. Last night i accidentally fall asleep without brushing my teeth before. This morning i got a tootache. I couldn't enjoy to eat my favorite food. I couldn't speak freely. And I couldn't pretend like there was nothing happened..
3. I don't know whether it can be called by depression or not. It's very hard to explain how i really felt and the reason behind. Moreover after lastnight incident. A invited me to go outside together and my mom wanted him to arrive at home first and asked permission. But in the end, all the plans failed because he was still feel ashamed to my mom after for a long time they never meet. I know how A feels and i know for what my mother asked him. I've been trying to understand all, either my mother or A. But why until now he has sent me message yet. Doesn't like usual. Where are you, sunshine ? I wish you are fine and for the incident lastnight i say Sorry and hopefully it's not being a problem for you.
Actually there's still problems as well. But i can't tell you all about it. Cuz i don't know what i really feel. I honestly confused with my my feeling now. I really need my moodchangers!!!! Haaaaa :'(
I might not be strong enough, but i have to be grateful i can still be survive on this life with any problems sometime. I wish i can fix my problems in the near of time. And i believe God always blessings me in whatever i do :')
1. Since i had some problem with my stomach a year ago i've never eat a very spicy food. And today i didn't know why something different suddenly attacking my stomach. It's like when i was sick and makes me have to go emergency room. That's weird, i think. Cuz i didn't feel have eaten a spicy food or others carelessly. I just ate Pecel+tempe made by my maid. Only that. But why is my stomach getting pain?!
2. Last night i accidentally fall asleep without brushing my teeth before. This morning i got a tootache. I couldn't enjoy to eat my favorite food. I couldn't speak freely. And I couldn't pretend like there was nothing happened..
3. I don't know whether it can be called by depression or not. It's very hard to explain how i really felt and the reason behind. Moreover after lastnight incident. A invited me to go outside together and my mom wanted him to arrive at home first and asked permission. But in the end, all the plans failed because he was still feel ashamed to my mom after for a long time they never meet. I know how A feels and i know for what my mother asked him. I've been trying to understand all, either my mother or A. But why until now he has sent me message yet. Doesn't like usual. Where are you, sunshine ? I wish you are fine and for the incident lastnight i say Sorry and hopefully it's not being a problem for you.
Actually there's still problems as well. But i can't tell you all about it. Cuz i don't know what i really feel. I honestly confused with my my feeling now. I really need my moodchangers!!!! Haaaaa :'(
I might not be strong enough, but i have to be grateful i can still be survive on this life with any problems sometime. I wish i can fix my problems in the near of time. And i believe God always blessings me in whatever i do :')
