Friday Delights

1) spent the afternoon with Lia looked for some foods and we ended up at Pangsit Mie Bromo Pojok and Es Artistik. yummmmmy and really artistics food ;)
you wanna try ?? come here at Pattimura Street 53 Malang



2) talked many stories in our life. properly, we have been for a long time no see each other.
this is my best friend ever Liaaaaa. she looks always sweet behind her jilbabs :))

By the way, this already a week A and me made a good connection again. wishing tonight he will send her message for me because i miss him so badly. heheh

Goodnight..:)

Bundle of Joy

when i want to go sleep in the afternoon because i couldn't stand for this Pre-Menstrual Syndrome. oooh..poor me! my mom suddenly lay down on my bed

mom : "baby, are you in relationship again with A ?"
me : "no mom! why ??"
mom : "i just read your blog and found your story about you and him. please telling me what actually happen"
me : blablablablabla
mom : "hahaha. you and him are so funny. okay! no problem. i warn you that the stupid people is a person who fall in the same mistake twice"
me : "hehe. yes mom ! i'll remember it. always !"

f.y.i : waiting for the idea with playing webcam on my laptop. and i..... forgot how to use this device. hahah ;)

i'm lucky to have a mother like you, mom. hehehehehe :)

Secretly Happyness

you are my sunshine. my only sunshine. you make me happy when skies are grey. you'll never know, Dear, how much i love you. please DON'T TAKE my sunshine away ! :)

Not Like A Movie

now 3 April. it means 3 days i feel so very closed to him because A would be around. although he's not as my boyfriend, i'm not as his girlfriend. at least, i can spend remaining time with people i adore before he leave Senior High School.

the conversation...


i know exactly you're not my boyfriend. but i hope that's not 'your game' to playing me for the second time. okay, A ?! :)

Blog Changes Everything

....dedicated to A-the one i adore on the first time i entered Senior High School- as i promised to you last night :)

sooo...i still didn't believe what actually happened in our way. you, after for a long time we haven't made a conversation, you suddenly came and beg me to forgive you. i said to myself, you're crazy or what ?! you have never contact me, more over after i had a boyfriend, called I, instead of you. but then i broke up with him and i thought our story now was same with I.

back to our story..
it seems like you've realized everything you did to me in the past. and you blame yourself repeatedly. hey dear, you should know, i forgive you long ago. i patiently try to lead this life , to always be grateful with what i have got. despite sometimes it make me hurt. but i am very sure, all have happened in our past is the best for me, for you, and for us :)

i hope it'll be the first signal for us to make a good relationship. hmm...doesn't mean you have to be my boyfriend again. no ! because i know, you're fallin in love to your classmates, aren't you ??! ;)
soo, essentially i've forgot what happened in our past, and let us turn to a new page. this all just a story of our life.

thank you for making me learn to forgive other person, thank you for giving me a very valuable life lessons. i love you A. no matter what, no matter how people say about you. and as you said me yesterday, i hope i still could be the one who make you happy now and future :)