That's It

that's problem when we are getting attached to someone older. when they're moving to higher step, you must be willing to lose them. you don't even know whether you can meet again or not. big question spinning in my head. haaaaaa......:(

Quote of The Day

"Sometimes what we say will be different with what we feel trully inside. Feelings will never can be deceived"

-Nixie Devina-

I Thought Of Thinking Of Thanking You

Couldn't find the nice way. To say I'm leavin' today. Tried to write a letter. But curse words kept getting in the way. There has to be a nice way. To tell you how much I hate. The way you walk and talk and live and breathe and your very face.

I'm trying to spare your feelings. To tell you that I wish that you would die. That'd just be wrong of me.

At first I was just gonna leave. Let you wake up suddenly. And see that I'm no longer there. But instead just for a laugh. I left your apartment trashed. And this CD on the stairs. When you wake up and turn it on you will hear this song and by that time I'll be long gone.

That I dedicate to you. That I dedicate to you. That I dedicate to you.

So this is my goodbye song. Thanks for nothin' you. So this is my goodbye song that I dedicate to you. This is your song. Hope you enjoy it..

(Neyo-Goodbye)

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Do download here if you want to own this song

what a great song to explain what i really feel right now !!! :)

I Say Bye-Bye

today..
this is the day when all my seniors waiting for. this is the day when everything will be started. yeah! today the graduation was announced all over Indonesia. fortunately all my seniors at Senior High School 100 % graduate this year. alhamdulillah. and it's mean including You.

i'm terribly sorry to not giving you congratulations directly, either from mention on twitter or via SMS. for sure, i didn't know why after we made a good connection a few times ago, we seems like back to old condition. i recently read on your timeline about your feelings and i can conclude what you really feel. the point are you-still-in-love-with-her. hmmm...

that's okay. no matter what are your feeling, irrespectively in negative side, but i just want to say to you once again. congratulations for you! congratulation for graduating High School! it almost 2 years since we met for the first time, since we made a relationship until we broke up. and soon you will leave high school and we never know will we meet in another time ?! we will never know. i just know you are the best. the best ex-boyfriend. although you are perfectly made me hurt the most. thank you for the sweet memories. thank you for everything. hmm anyway, thank you for 15th April 2011. at least i can feel closer with you in the rest of your High School time. i will never forget it. i hope we can meet each others one day. amen. if God created you're not for me, i wish i find a better replacement of you. but honestly i'm still not willing of it :')
i hold dear you my 'big' brother, i hold dear you my ex-boyfriend, i hold dear you, A :)

Song & Foods

Happy Saturday, guys !

On Playlist : Party Rock Anthem-LMFAO
Party rock is in the house tonight.. Everybody just have a good time. And we gonna make you lose your mind.. Everybody just have a good time..

anyway, just spent my saturday night in my home and i felt like my mom knew that Saturday will be flat without any foods on. it seems like an eating party, but it's not. enjoy it in front of TV, while talking each other, and making some jokes. what a nice atmosphere around my whole family :)

so, let me tell you what's food existing in my house tonight. hehehe
1. Bakwan Jagung
2. Botok tempe
3. Chicken Soup
4. Tempe Penyet (This is really really yummy food. You have to try it)
5. Capcay
6. Cheese Terang Bulan or sometimes we called it martabak manis.

Yum yum yum... Alhamdulillah :)

P.S : it has been 4 days my car still in repairing because sunday tragedy. so sad to know it. hiks..