i never realized that i'm still, yeah i'm still feeling the same. to my schoolmate but he's older than me. boy, you really really made me so crazy. there are unforgettable moment between us. and i never can forget it. thankyou for 3 month from 17th july 2009 until 7th november 2009 :'(
oh my God ! why do i still on this feeling ? why you don't erase my feeling to him ? why i am sure if he's my destiny ? what's that we called it with one proccess to be a mature woman ?
i've listened to Escape The Fate's Song-Harder Than You Know. i don't know how much i've listened for. this song is sooo touchy moreover for situation like this, espescially when the lyrics said "are we just lost in time ? i wonder if your love's the same" :(
are you feeling it too, dear ? have you ever been feeling like me ? i imagine if someday i will tell him about my feeling. no matter what he say after i say it. the important things here are trying to be honest. with the own feeling. and maybe it connect to be honest with the other person.
Kamis, 23 Desember 2010
Two in One
what's in your opinion when you looked at this photo ? :p
hahaha. it was soooo strange, right ? i added the computer keyboard in my laptop. haha. i miss this keyboard. because for a long time after my computer was hit by lightning a few years ago i never used big keyboard anymore like this. in other ways, my keyboard laptop was so small if compared with keyboard usually. nevertheless i'm still loving my laptop bcause it was a gift from my dad when my 16th birthday. thank you for this, dad ! :)
hahaha. it was soooo strange, right ? i added the computer keyboard in my laptop. haha. i miss this keyboard. because for a long time after my computer was hit by lightning a few years ago i never used big keyboard anymore like this. in other ways, my keyboard laptop was so small if compared with keyboard usually. nevertheless i'm still loving my laptop bcause it was a gift from my dad when my 16th birthday. thank you for this, dad ! :)Rabu, 22 Desember 2010
Eye Don't Lie
hei, today my school held the Dhamysoga Music Festival or usually we called it with DMF. and it was sooooo interesting. moreover, starring with Good Boy Jimmy --an indie band from Malang--
although almost all bands played screamo music. i've wondered if there is a band who played an acoustics music. i think it'll be more interesting, more able to hear, and more sweet, exactly :)
during the DMF, me and my friends sat on the bench beside basket court. all students in dhamysoga joined in this place to watched the bands including my Ex, mr. A ;) he always fro in the court because he'll performed in this event. so my eyes always centered on him. and we were hide to see each other. hahaha. okay to be honest, Eye Never Can Be Lie, right ? hbu ? ;)
and then i remember this is maybe the last DMF for him. because yaaa you know, insyaAllah next year he's gonna be graduate the high school. uuu :( and today will probably the last for us hide seeing. hahaha. and i'm gonna miss this moment, A. :) i love you big body, eventhough you're in love with her and untill now i dont know who is she, somone whom you love.
although almost all bands played screamo music. i've wondered if there is a band who played an acoustics music. i think it'll be more interesting, more able to hear, and more sweet, exactly :)
during the DMF, me and my friends sat on the bench beside basket court. all students in dhamysoga joined in this place to watched the bands including my Ex, mr. A ;) he always fro in the court because he'll performed in this event. so my eyes always centered on him. and we were hide to see each other. hahaha. okay to be honest, Eye Never Can Be Lie, right ? hbu ? ;)
and then i remember this is maybe the last DMF for him. because yaaa you know, insyaAllah next year he's gonna be graduate the high school. uuu :( and today will probably the last for us hide seeing. hahaha. and i'm gonna miss this moment, A. :) i love you big body, eventhough you're in love with her and untill now i dont know who is she, somone whom you love.
Selasa, 21 Desember 2010
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Let Me Lost My Fat
HALLOOOH, PEOPLE. How's life ? :)
start from last saturday i've got a cardio exercise. usually i just get an aerobic exercise on friday and sunday. but after i thought twice it might be more interesting if i change to get a cardio exercise on saturday. bcause i've bored this exercise. how not ? i've got an aerobic class almost for 2 years since i was third grade on junior high school. haha. cardio seems like a hip hop dance. yeah dance ! i love dancing sooo much after i tried this exercise. hehe :)
aerobics have made me to lost my fat, i think. now my weight range around 46 kg. it's more than my weight ideal that should be around 49,5 kg. hahaha. even when Fasting Month (Bulan Puasa) my weight down to 43 kg. are you believe ? yeah ! you should believe me. i honestly. hahaha :D
start from last saturday i've got a cardio exercise. usually i just get an aerobic exercise on friday and sunday. but after i thought twice it might be more interesting if i change to get a cardio exercise on saturday. bcause i've bored this exercise. how not ? i've got an aerobic class almost for 2 years since i was third grade on junior high school. haha. cardio seems like a hip hop dance. yeah dance ! i love dancing sooo much after i tried this exercise. hehe :)
aerobics have made me to lost my fat, i think. now my weight range around 46 kg. it's more than my weight ideal that should be around 49,5 kg. hahaha. even when Fasting Month (Bulan Puasa) my weight down to 43 kg. are you believe ? yeah ! you should believe me. i honestly. hahaha :D