The Hottest Match In The End of 2010

i watched the final leg 1 AFF cup between Indonesia and Malaysia. it was soooo really really made me nervous, made me always screaming, made me aaah everything. in fact, Indonesia and Malaysia full of controversy. it not just in football, but also in everything. yaaah as an Indonesian, i confess Malaysia were a COPY CAT ! they claimed reog ponorogo, batik and etc as them culture.
and tonight in this final and unfortunately it held in Malaysia, they treated Indonesian Player roughly. not only that, a supporter of Malaysia used a lasser to disturbed indonesian player. it became the first trending topic on Twitter. until the time ended the score was 3-0 for malaysia. HEY MALAYSIAN, WHETHER YOU PROUD WHEN YOU BECAME THE WINNER WITH THE CHEATING AND ALL OVER THE WORLD KNEW IT ??okay, me as an indonesian will tell you a greetings because you became the winner tonight. see ya at Gelora Bung Karno, Senayan next Wednesday. Wait for our surprise, and it's gonna be your biggest nightmare ! thanks for the Lasser, thanks for the cheating tonight !

Stressed Out

i'm so stressed out in this holiday. how's not ? i won't have an aerobics and cardio exercise for a week because now i'm at my grandma's house, in tulungagung. you know what ? first day i'm here, from morning until night i'm eating too many foods and i'm not manage the time to eat them. hahaha. so i prepare my self to not being shocked when my weight is up hahahahaha :D

Happy Holiday, Everyone.

since today i've started both holiday school and X-Mas day. but i'm not celebrate the chrismast. i'm a moslem :) i just need a holiday to refresh all, no matter in order for what. the most important things are getting the holiday. hahaha :D
today my family plans to go to my grandma's house. hmm ? it's gonna be an ordinary holiday. actually i want to go to Jogja. but it seems my parents not accepted it. they are still busy with them work. so, the holiday will not longer for them. now, i'm preparing to this vacation time. and i prepare some of this :

1. some clothes. of course !
   
2. underwear. UPS ! :D
   
3. swimsuit, possibly
4. the last thing and it should not be forgotten are....... My Silly Notebook+Modem+Mouse+Headphone(because my life is here. without these goods my life seems so darker. hahaha)

okay for the last i'll tell you once more. HAPPY HOLIDAY ! wishing in this holiday can give an incredible experience, eventhough it's gonna be an ordinary holiday for me. but maybe not for you ;)

I'm A Mess

i never realized that i'm still, yeah i'm still feeling the same. to my schoolmate but he's older than me. boy, you really really made me so crazy. there are unforgettable moment between us. and i never can forget it. thankyou for 3 month from 17th july 2009 until 7th november 2009 :'(
oh my God ! why do i still on this feeling ? why you don't erase my feeling to him ? why i am sure if he's my destiny ? what's that we called it with one proccess to be a mature woman ?
i've listened to Escape The Fate's Song-Harder Than You Know. i don't know how much i've listened for. this song is sooo touchy moreover for situation like this, espescially when the lyrics said "are we just lost in time ? i wonder if your love's the same" :(
are you feeling it too, dear ? have you ever been feeling like me ? i imagine if someday i will tell him about my feeling. no matter what he say after i say it. the important things here are trying to be honest. with the own feeling. and maybe it connect to be honest with the other person.

Two in One

what's in your opinion when you looked at this photo ? :p

hahaha. it was soooo strange, right ? i added the computer keyboard in my laptop. haha. i miss this keyboard. because for a long time after my computer was hit by lightning a few years ago i never used big keyboard anymore like this. in other ways, my keyboard laptop was so small if compared with keyboard usually. nevertheless i'm still loving my laptop bcause it was a gift from my dad when my 16th birthday. thank you for this, dad ! :)