I Say Bye-Bye

today..
this is the day when all my seniors waiting for. this is the day when everything will be started. yeah! today the graduation was announced all over Indonesia. fortunately all my seniors at Senior High School 100 % graduate this year. alhamdulillah. and it's mean including You.

i'm terribly sorry to not giving you congratulations directly, either from mention on twitter or via SMS. for sure, i didn't know why after we made a good connection a few times ago, we seems like back to old condition. i recently read on your timeline about your feelings and i can conclude what you really feel. the point are you-still-in-love-with-her. hmmm...

that's okay. no matter what are your feeling, irrespectively in negative side, but i just want to say to you once again. congratulations for you! congratulation for graduating High School! it almost 2 years since we met for the first time, since we made a relationship until we broke up. and soon you will leave high school and we never know will we meet in another time ?! we will never know. i just know you are the best. the best ex-boyfriend. although you are perfectly made me hurt the most. thank you for the sweet memories. thank you for everything. hmm anyway, thank you for 15th April 2011. at least i can feel closer with you in the rest of your High School time. i will never forget it. i hope we can meet each others one day. amen. if God created you're not for me, i wish i find a better replacement of you. but honestly i'm still not willing of it :')
i hold dear you my 'big' brother, i hold dear you my ex-boyfriend, i hold dear you, A :)

Song & Foods

Happy Saturday, guys !

On Playlist : Party Rock Anthem-LMFAO
Party rock is in the house tonight.. Everybody just have a good time. And we gonna make you lose your mind.. Everybody just have a good time..

anyway, just spent my saturday night in my home and i felt like my mom knew that Saturday will be flat without any foods on. it seems like an eating party, but it's not. enjoy it in front of TV, while talking each other, and making some jokes. what a nice atmosphere around my whole family :)

so, let me tell you what's food existing in my house tonight. hehehe
1. Bakwan Jagung
2. Botok tempe
3. Chicken Soup
4. Tempe Penyet (This is really really yummy food. You have to try it)
5. Capcay
6. Cheese Terang Bulan or sometimes we called it martabak manis.

Yum yum yum... Alhamdulillah :)

P.S : it has been 4 days my car still in repairing because sunday tragedy. so sad to know it. hiks..

Stay Calm, It Only Hums, It Doesn't Harm

tonight, i went out for a while to shopping center with my cousin, drove my car by my self without guided by. yea i understand, i'm not a smart driver yet. i just can drive for a few days. but with my courage i try to go around this city. i felt really shocked to know that i bump a front side of my car on the wall in parking area. oh Gosh! both of us were being a center attention there. then the security approached us, and asked "are you a new driver?". then i said "yes, Mr". then the security lead me to go the right way. i can't imagine what i have to say to my dad and my mom. i'm scared if they're gonna angry to me. i think it over and over again, WHAT SHOULD I DO NEXT ?! haaaaaa... my cousin said "stay calm. it usually happen for a new driver". then we were back to home, and i said to my dad honestly that i bump the car. and he just a little shocked then gave me many suggestion when driving a car. alhamdulillah. and what happened today will be a very valuable lesson for me ahead particularly to be a good driver. thank you Ayah to not scolding me....:)

Behind Of

found pretty much photos when my friends and I made a film for IT task last year on my folders. behold on the back of scene. so much fun on many places; such at MTD (Malang Tempo Dulu), matos, and.... my room. hihih :)








my favorite snack at MTD : Es Gandul. it cost me less than 2 thousands rupiahs. made from ice which compacted and gave by liquid sugar around. can't wait for MTD this year and es gandul is a must to buy. sluurrrpe....;)

anyways, so sad to know that this is for the first and the last i and my friends went to MTD with (rip.) Ahmad Priyo Pratomo. he has gone to meet God, leaving us all here. hiks. we all hopefully you are piece there, Yoyok! :')

Quote Of The Day

"Life's getting hard some time. But it's getting harder when you're always thinking the problems continuously without thinking a way to out :)"

- nixie devina -