hei, this is 20th december 2010. it's mean that 11 days towards 2011. WOW ! i didn't realize how quickly the time passes by. too many things i haven't got in 2010. too much time passed in vain.arrrgh essentially i don't wanna enter 2011 yet. in other reason (like my post before) 2011 i'll move to third grade and he'll graduate the high school. and probably i'll never meet him anymore. can't never to see him anymore :(
i don't know what i have to do. i don't know how to stop the time, so it can be stuck on 2010. i know it just my fantasy and it is really really sooooooo stupid think. ya Allah. what should i do now ? :(
Senin, 20 Desember 2010
Sabtu, 18 Desember 2010
Being Successful
today, the score of final exam are showed in front of the class. wow ! i'm soooooo really really shocked when i looked to my score. it's right if not of all my score are bad. but i'm dissapointed to my self a little bit.
i remember some day my mom give me an advice. she tells me that being succesful is not easy. and it was true. i'm just afraid if i cannot reach my dreams. to be the one of student in Gajahmada University or in STAN. i'm just afraid if i cannot make my parents proud to me. although i've studied before, maybe my prayer is less. it can be the reason why i'm still get the bad score even i've studied before. okay ! start now, i'll increase to pray 5 times everyday, try to get up at a midnight to do sholat tahajud. bismillah ! hope i can do it and i can be a succes person who can make my parents proud to me. amien. insyaallah :)
i remember some day my mom give me an advice. she tells me that being succesful is not easy. and it was true. i'm just afraid if i cannot reach my dreams. to be the one of student in Gajahmada University or in STAN. i'm just afraid if i cannot make my parents proud to me. although i've studied before, maybe my prayer is less. it can be the reason why i'm still get the bad score even i've studied before. okay ! start now, i'll increase to pray 5 times everyday, try to get up at a midnight to do sholat tahajud. bismillah ! hope i can do it and i can be a succes person who can make my parents proud to me. amien. insyaallah :)
Jumat, 17 Desember 2010
A Sweet Song
this is the song lyrics of Colbie Caillat. the tittle are begin again. it's one of my favorite song because i think the lyrics is sooooo touchy but it doesn't show the desperation like other song. it show for us if we have to move on instead, eventhough we're broken-hearted. okay ! check it out this lyrics now :)
I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
'cause you and me are still recovering
So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting is feeling like flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race
Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No - I never wanna fall apart
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes - I now we said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not to late to take them back
So before you say you gonna go
I should probably let you know
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had
See, I look for you in the morning
It's that where my mind always goes
And I can't wait to get to the evening 'cause that's when I want you the most
But I know it now
I wish I would have known before
How good we were
Is it too late to come back
Or is it really over
If its really over
Then this is not the way that it
Should end its the way it should
Begin its the way it should begin, again.
I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
'cause you and me are still recovering
So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting is feeling like flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race
Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No - I never wanna fall apart
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes - I now we said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not to late to take them back
So before you say you gonna go
I should probably let you know
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had
See, I look for you in the morning
It's that where my mind always goes
And I can't wait to get to the evening 'cause that's when I want you the most
But I know it now
I wish I would have known before
How good we were
Is it too late to come back
Or is it really over
If its really over
Then this is not the way that it
Should end its the way it should
Begin its the way it should begin, again.
High School Euforia !
oh yaa ! i forgot to tell you a nice story about us.
yesterday me and my 3 idiots (hahaha. i'm laughing out louds) went to movie theatre in Dieng 21. the final exam finished yesterday. so, we were hanging out together with watched the movie. 1 week ago, my father (mr. ento) got 4 vouchers to watched in all of 21 or XXI cinema all over Indonesia (too much, i think) from his office.
taken from evien blog :p
so, yesterday i used the voucher to watched the movie with 3 idiots. wkwk. it was sooooooo nicely to spent the time with them after final exam! love you, girls ! haha :D
taken from evien blog :pRabu, 15 Desember 2010
Should I Be Happy ??
good morning, dude !
hope today will be better than yesterday yaa :)
hei look at the picture below :p
this photo is unclear, i think. on twitter i've made a tweet that says "ga belajar blas buat uas hari ini" and then a few minutes letter someone (you know who !) retweeted my status :p
hmmm... i think you've known what i mean. this is about us. between me and my ex-boyfriend. eheemm. haha.
but actually it happens ordinary. nothing special, right ? this is the rare moment between us. he retweet or mention me on twitter rarely and me too. yaaa to maintain self-esteem laaaah :p but i don't know why, now he retweeted this. i was being a big headed now because of this. hmm okay i'll stop tell you about it. hahaha :p
hope today will be better than yesterday yaa :)
hei look at the picture below :p
this photo is unclear, i think. on twitter i've made a tweet that says "ga belajar blas buat uas hari ini" and then a few minutes letter someone (you know who !) retweeted my status :phmmm... i think you've known what i mean. this is about us. between me and my ex-boyfriend. eheemm. haha.
but actually it happens ordinary. nothing special, right ? this is the rare moment between us. he retweet or mention me on twitter rarely and me too. yaaa to maintain self-esteem laaaah :p but i don't know why, now he retweeted this. i was being a big headed now because of this. hmm okay i'll stop tell you about it. hahaha :p